time to resume.

12/5/2011

time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog, including machine dog. but, after all, God, don’t u see my life beaming so bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last night u touched me with girl’s love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family with my girls sooner. that’s my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning.

11/5/2011

a busy month puffing for online stuff.^this month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive, in God’s shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in tangles among folks in my past dad’s hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner ofwarozhu.com and wozon.net, future world leader every blessed sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate, God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude of summer night.

10/5/2011

a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood friend.^ [ 2011-05-10 ]
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:13:31
真不容易见到你。生意怎样,生活顺心吗?
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benzrad朱(子-卓 16:16:00
我的生活还不错,跟我儿子朱楚甲玩电脑游戏给我挺多乐趣。就是工资低,因为自从2006跟单位弄僵后没有具体工作,爱干啥干啥。现在盼着有结余坐飞机去看老家亲人。
朱才魁 16:16:01
您好,我现在有事不在,一会再和您联系。
朱才魁 16:50:36
我去年过年在家里过的
朱才魁 16:51:00
一家人都回去了
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:51:14
恭喜。我老家就两个姐姐我觉得亲一些。
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:52:15
你三弟现在靠谱一些不?前年在朱大九见到他儿子。
朱才魁 16:53:34
还不是长不大,现在两个儿子了,还不是我父母来管
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:54:06
真的很难跟他小时候的可爱和你说的现在的样子联系起来。不过,谁也不能看准谁的命运。
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:54:59
你父母那样不对吧,应该让他自己承担责任,否则总是没有机会看清他自己的处境。
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:55:39
有很多事得自己来,别人越帮越乱。
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:55:53
你几个孩子?
朱才魁 16:56:16
现在想想也是我父母管角子女的方法不对,生的子女都是没用的
朱才魁 16:56:57
我还能有几个,一个儿子跟你一样
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:57:52
不要悲观,人多数看不准的,命运能让劣势变成优势。真的。
朱才魁 16:58:58
也没有呀,现在都是靠自己,过得也不错呀
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:59:12
你三弟不喜欢家庭和孩子也可能他的锐气太重,那也可能是好事。一句话,凡事别太用定势去看,因为人实在太弱小。
benzrad朱(子-卓 16:59:56
那就好。快乐最好,千金难买。
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:00:37
下班了,你在店门面吗?
朱才魁 17:01:38
那个我是这样想的,人一辈子,年轻没受过苦,到长大总得吃苦头
朱才魁 17:01:57
现在是在家里的
朱才魁 17:02:07
店没做了
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:04:54
那现在怎么谋生?人命好我觉得不用你说的那些繁复。报应的看法很必然导致佛角。我觉得佛角是误人子弟,坑害中国人几千年。
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:06:15
世界的模式很可能不是像佛角的零和和孤寂。我这么想。
朱才魁 17:06:52
现在还是做生意呀
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:08:12
基督角角人相信万能的独神,这个信仰就能改变世界,即使极端的不自由也不能缚绊那个大自由。
朱才魁 17:09:38
人年轻的时候父母宠爱没吃过苦,长大了,父母帮不了,自己吃苦是必然的,这不是什么角,这是经验呀
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:09:54
不辩论了。
朱才魁 17:11:08
那也是没办法之后的办法了,人活着总得生活
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:11:16
我爸从不让我尝尝他的工作的苦,所以我今天的世界比他的更好。父母的爱能这样提高孩子。
朱才魁 17:14:06
父母不能溺爱子女,小时候让孩子吃点苦,子女大了,才能更好的应对生活呀
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:17:19
真心的爱,包括父母的真爱,是不会不想到孩子大的一天,独立的一天,自私的爱才是窒息人的。你的父母可能原本就是有不对的,在他们对你的三弟的态度里,所以你三弟这么逆。你怎么不相信世界上的事都是一个巴掌拍不响呢?!
朱才魁 17:19:23
这不是每个做家长的都能做的好的,要不怎么说是溺爱呢
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:21:10
你对。
朱才魁 17:23:37
我这是自身体会呀,现在走到这一步,真的吃了蛮多亏的
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:28:34
要用感灵的话说,你的生活多少都是你期待或接受的,人生每一步都有选择,如果你觉得世界在你的生活中提供选项太少,那很可能是你还未开化,你的世界原本就是黑暗的。看见恩典,就看见了光明,看见了自由(选项)。
朱才魁 17:30:39
你这又是那来的大道理,我看不大懂
benzrad朱(子-卓 17:34:05
我去吃饭了,再聊。祝你生活更开心和满意。
朱才魁 17:35:14
好的,
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:12:13
我觉得我刚才的发言不错,想留到我博客里给我儿子将来看,我把你的名改成“朱才魁”,行不?不是单独作为一个博客日记发表,而是作为一周的日记里的一天,跟其他几个工作日的日记一起发布,行不?盼你回复。我的博客:http://riveryog.blog.163.com
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:12:49
我不会那些东东
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:14:44
你爱咋弄随你
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:15:28
你不用管,真名隐去,就是在对话中显示我的思路。看起来就是这样:
太长聊天窗口发不过去,你放心就是。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:15:48
我写博客4-5年了,
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:15:58
就是自己的生活和想法。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:16:51
就是从聊天记录里拷贝下来。你看聊天记录,就是这样。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:16:57
谢谢你放心。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:18:50
西方叫信神的“spiritual”,中文叫灵修。就是有心人观察到人人心灵互动,世界大有逻辑。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:19:51
你的话真是多哦
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:20:33
我在得精神病后,放弃了强要,就开始观察到神的存在。然后读一些书。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:22:28
书也不能当饭吃呀,也试着做点什么赚点钱呀
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:22:43
每个人的道路都是有缘的,都是神的安排。我从来觉得自己不差,所以亲神是必然归宿。当然,我的父亲给我巨大的指引。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:24:00
你难道不知道你的道路是不用求的吗?我现在很好,为什么要去争庸人的东西?
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:25:32
金钱不是万能的,没有金钱是万万不能的呀
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:25:53
你要是感恩,你就不这么苦痛你过去吃过的所谓的亏。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:28:02
我吃亏是指我生活的态度,不是钱的错
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:29:11
富裕没有极限,我现在觉得我的生活里的东西够用,就是我上面说的恩典,我相信这是神的安排,我为什么要去做神不让我做的东西,比如张皇或抱怨?感恩就是富足。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:30:45
你说的也是,知足常乐,也不用为钱苦恼
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:33:32
难道钱多就能买来一切吗?比如纯真,或执信?人没法返回到童年,钱也没法洗赎不公正。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:34:03
今天我是话多。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:36:31
唉,有钱我就不会让父母受那么多的苦了
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:38:09
有可能你父母一直预料着他们的今天。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:39:41
你现在开始不指责或耽心你家里的亲属,他们可能就真的慢慢不用你了。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:40:38
你不记得你爷爷吗?他抱怨他的生活吗?我记得他很少担忧。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:41:20
很有可以你父母心理不成熟。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:43:58
成年人过分姿态僵硬,不通融,可能就是不成熟。毕竟世上人没有太对的。尊重年轻人和新社会就是睿智。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:46:08
你家可能太在意经济上出人头地。老是耽心落困就可能招来贫困。我觉得真有信心的人总是会看着机会和繁荣。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:47:34
佛角是最典型的看空的信仰,结果真的使中国一步比一步羸弱和破败。
benzrad朱(子-卓2011-05-10 18:50:01
这话智者说过很多遍:你想什么你就是什么。现实就是你的视野和天空。注意:一般人会说你的视野就是你的现实。

7/5/2011

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no doubt it did so long.

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light of Internet out of harsh censhorship during China annual congress session

15/3/2011

dreamed of blacks.^last night merely backup some home movie to picasaweb. China surveillance heavily blocked my posting photos to my online album. this dawn dreamed lengthy in a continent whos habitants mostly blacks, with a guy from a pc game “lost horizon” I played with baby son months ago. his name is padlock. we made friends among the black, including girls, and their King, in the progress underwent our commitment. when i ate breakfast near 8am, in canteen a hooligan once lived in the dorm back to years when I was single and just joined QRRS, the railway wagon mill, now in his 40’s, there stared me bluntly. yesterday he also visit the dorm when i leaving my room. local mafia really smelt bloodiness from paid murder conspired by enemy of my Empire of China. Today is also the end of annual congress session which lasted a week, hopefully machine dog that ruling China now would rest for some time. last night China surveillance first time in the week didn’t cut down my Internet after 8pm. God, bring my dorm Internet, lead me into my life i dreamed, with my girls who so aspiring out of dirt&dust.

14/3/2011

bright morning after cleansing snow in early Spring.^time glides as it should be, but my pray for a improved workspace endures. baby son now regularly visit me and berth Friday night in my dorm in QRRS, my previous long time employer. he asked for 2 sequent nights in my dorm but i so far refused him for the sake of his mom’s jealousy which turning thick after i unbiasedly shown her freedom in my heart after our resolved divorce, after found painfully sins in her family too deep to afford for sternness of my family, nor cohere in glory of God, my son&my past dad’s. baby still reined by his mom by compulsive e-piano practise, sometimes his miserable cries loathing to the music instrument lets me sorry&baseless. i wait for his own desicion to quit the burden said according his mom chose himself half year ago, influenced by his pal and attracted by a nearby music school, which rampant in nowadays China, when he still came over to QRRS’ kindergarten. i sure saw why his mom so energetic to bridle the green life with constrain in which she gaining in advantage post likes a teacher. i pray God let baby son, warrenzh, be decisive, and i will forever support his choice. God, in this sunny morning, u see my sorrow and loneliness. bring my girls into my new family, bring my improved workspace, reunite baby son with his proud dad in his elegant palace.
Its a busy Monday morning. last night i sorted stuff on my notebook till 1am. however, i got up earlier than 7am and had my favorite breakfast in canteen. all the morning busy on computer, rarely recently for i usually sleepy after breakfast. napped at noon, dreamed of baby son’s sufferings and my heartbreaking love in him. also dreamed of my eldest brother returned from northern China to our hometown, Hubei Province, central China, reporting bankrupts in medicare system. then in half awaking, reviewed the elapse of my past mother, felt that’s her wrong doing, or her payment for her mistakes, or risk herself to test&attest. in holy flashlight, i saw nothing reverts God’s everlasting life, and timeless Majesty, and any creature of God enjoy broadest freedom to make errs, to die, to experiment, under God’s ever sustaining saves. in a retrospect, i see life’s bearing and endurable, i see boundless freedom of quest one’s destiny at will, in God’s timeless and limitless creation and loving. in a light i see braveness in heart of baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, and among my beloved. I know my past dad 朱中明, God, chose to ditch his worn body I took for granted, for him a just weightless step for ascending world, remould into Spiritual &all sources. It turns pale now, but I know touching love in Asoh Yukiko’s heart, in holy source we linked.

11/3/2011

a clear day among Spring late snow.^it started to snow likely in mid night, covered the ground considerable when i woke up lately around 9am, after a nice dine out with toast beef with baby son and his mom last night. the buffet restaurant jammed heavily when we arrived after 6pm, but baby’s mom managed to be shared a large table with other 2 families, an couple just in their honey mood, a family with a son in three. meat is rich, we hardly swallow all, including baby’s mom’s good appetite after baby and me finished our dinner rapidly after cookies. we walked on way home awhile as baby’s mom suggested, then took bus, departed near Qiqihar railway station. baby walked home with his mom while i on feet walked passing 4 bus stops to my QRRS dorm. baby asked my visit on this Sunday but refuted by his mom. God lets me buzzed baby for grant first, after failed in the air to alert nor alter baby’s mom about baby’s painfully loathing to practise piano while his mom push hard to harness him with the clause in which she niched by superficial gaining role as teacher’s. then i took bus to visit baby in his mom’s house, where the sinister younger sister of baby’s mom again there occupying computer&Internet. i waited untill the sin left baby’s room for lunch, then i continued my work to secure family google accounts with 2 step verification based on cellphone’s sms function. baby’s mom cooked porridge and asked me to have some. after lunch, baby’s mom tried to force baby napping with her, but baby soon gave up his obedience, got up to play pc games i just made ready on his desktop, found interesting when we gamed the night before in my dorm, the second night in which i gradually made it a custom to live baby a night in my dorm when I solely serve him on every Friday, after the breakout the sinful family of baby’s mom aroused weeks ago, as disclosed in my previous blog. when i too busy between baby’s game and my on work to make exemption of sms tweeting between ISP&client through baby’s contacts under custody on his cellphone, to allow family tweets’ sharing, i persuaded baby to try his own in game or rest if too hard, his mom woke up&scorned me as usual, blaming my absence even with baby aside. then we left together near 2pm, they for baby’s music lesson while i returned to my dorm. the warm air of Spring lets snow melting all around. so i told baby the merit and rarity of mountains against flood and bizarre weather, as well as my hometown, mountainous Hubei Province in central China. his mom asked we left first, as she frequent practices recently, prepared herself behind alone. the dorm is quiet when i arrived, i felt the precious moment of boring in rain day, warmth of family and relatives, bliss of Asoh Yukiko, God of Sun&wind&rain, but i saw more silent moment anyone facing oneself in full loneliness, and even urgent Internet for me, as way of meaningful and creative.
God, these days so beautiful for me, for my Royal of China, esp. this cloudy and snow-melting day! bring me my improved work space, bring me my new family with my girls that pray and in full hearted love and adoration. God, sanity forever with my baby son, warrenzh, Hope of China, God of Universe. U see, God.

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pure joys in saint snow.

the second snow, a heavy one, likely covered the half night. on Sunday morning i saw the beautiful scene. i played pc games with baby till he left with his mom to join his delayed music lesson in the direction of center of Qiqihar. there r moments so precious i enjoyed with my Taiwan girl. baby witness&correct some of my misleading. i sent he&his mom to bus, then returned to QRRS dorms by bus. i soon on bed napped, till coldness woke me up for i only cover myself with a woolen sweater. the joy in my heart so full, that i had to roam outside, ate dinner early around 4pm. after these, i still feel need to thank God for the bliss, so i look out for the local church. i don't want to join the praying party in church, early to the meekly sermon, but i m in urgency to be with God sole&alone, so i intended to join Internet Cafe to kill some time, even i dislike Chinese Internet cafe very much for dirt in it&among the surfers. then i found the church open, &the priest there chatting. so i approached, discussed him with my oath with God, my free of duty to support the church this moment assured by Heaven. when they started praying, i left to dorm, rejoin the church 6:27pm. a woman offers preach, which not so strong, but described half faith in God like many trifle family wives do. in night i woke up to make water 3 times. the full moon so bright in dawn, that i photographic her beautiful face at once when half nuked after urinated. God, save my work online, bring me my Royal of China, my family in warm places. God, thx for ur bliss which makes my life so meaningful&rich of beauty. God, never let me fail my girls, or the reverse.

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days in gliding light of games.

7/9/2010

these days collecting games from web brought me so many breathtaking moments that i frequently call title of God to accept my obligations&witness the full of life. every moment when i alone, i counted my loot with melting elation. in the weekends, i spent 2 days with baby in his mom’s house, routed from my dorm. we had great times, succeeded missions in games, enjoy soliciting electronic war field in a team or emotionally together. baby alone started to try a bowling game, after i found him likes bowling&suggested e-bowling. he asked his mom lately to compete with him in the bowling game, and really mastered quite some expertise of the game his parents dumbfound. the weekends were cloudy days, but our hearts full of Sunshine. before i returned to dorm in the end of weekends, he asked me to join him every full weekends from now on, and i can’t be more happier to accept his companion invitation.
these days office Internet seemingly got coarser surveillance. i had encountered since last week several knockouts during surfing. the browser can’t open web pages, while download waded into several KB/s while usual full load sustains 300KB/s. this Monday i had to quit&shot down my notebook&switch for half of an hour when the facing evil absent after 3 times China censorship blocks down my connection. the facing evil all time faultfinding, so its likely a plot to ignite friction between&fuel of blames&angry among the blood-thirsty mob in the office, a place in fact of tomb of dying bitter losers, just attempting to bury me with humiliation&harm lawful. in the sunshine of noon, i pray God prepares me for activities offline, like reading ebooks for research, try games, to avoid the trap&defeat meaninglessness, which the unavoidable shameful product of those mob in office, mostly original worst of blue collars promoted by bribery or nepotism, but if luckiest, i would still enjoy gaining from web as i did so long with the Internet routinely. God, pardons me lingering online too much, grants me more time in solitude&harmonious family life. u know how i am urgent to find a new wife&life, in full view&rein of my Empire.
this morning dreamed of Zoo.^Dreamed of the administrator of a zoo. he had sold most of land of the zoo, but still run short of currency to run a zoo. his staff also leaving. i also dreamed of animals in the zoo. its a bright morning.

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6/9/2010

refined baby&my profile knols. commented on web. Internet deteriorated 3 times&i had to reboot accordingly. the facing sin challenged heavily. read&hunt new pc games. enjoyed dinner. too cool to sit outside. roamed outside, met&nodded to a retired chairman of board of QRRS, a bullshit once dorm mate now a dirty office politician in department of accounting within the dying for outdated company. sorted stuff in night. praying God don’t break my passionate engagement with games.
a meaning full weekends.^this weekends spent with baby in 2 days. we made progress on our favorite pc games. baby specially attracted by elf bowling 7, &said played with his mom later than 10pm in Saturday night. my kid brother borrow my logo design for family namespace, faezrland. i sent him via a neighbor’s Internet access in dorm. gays in the dorm started to harass me with their ill behavior, after some occasions i side-watched their play with pc for fun. its golden autumn. baby asked me from now on spending every full weekends with him, such a nice suggestion, i never felt enough to be with him. its sunny now in this morning even cloudy when i joined office. 

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两岸关系: 人民日报宣扬中共领导抗战胜利 马英九批与史实不符 – 法国国际广播电台

bbenzrad zhu – righteous rebuff! history of PRC full of dirt and tentative errs need rewrite.10:10 am

failure of any Chinese stemmed from sinful mainstream of PRC

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Lee is the living failing Chinese between China&the western. he nothing but a cheater&loser, even once witness the plenty&creative in western culture. he is far from a broker between sino-US, but a shameless traitor of google even when google still paid him. he is the vivid coward and inferior of Chinese as born with weak backbone, a fart licker of autocratic PRC. his career as well as personal life after left google doomed to be nothing but void&noname. world doesn’t echo his new brag of business but a laugh soundless.

Google warned on China plans
By Kathrin Hille in Beijing

Published: September 5 2010 18:51 | Last updated: September 5 2010 18:52

Google’s technological lead over Baidu has eroded, the company’s former China head has said, highlighting the increasing challenges western internet companies face in the world’s most populous internet market.
In an interview with the Financial Times, Kai-fu Lee said western internet companies had no chance in China unless they build a more nimble and flexible local presence and retain a strong technological edge.

the future gap and judged of Chinese

Fang’s honest wins him forever dignity. God blesses honest Chinese, and only honest Chinese. hell Chinese nowadays on mainland China, esp those well fed by the dirty society nowadays. 
时代周报:方舟子,最失败的中国人?  http://www.ohmymedia.info/?p=3237
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irresistible sink of PRC, rotten society with losing ethic of standing.

the well worded principle always a corner part of the larger ethic reality. in a bankrupt society like PRC, nothing ordered, or even well versed, can’t save the mainstream nor ethic national. 

路透社新闻手册之“标准和价值观” http://www.lipuman.com/archives/reuters-news-manual-standards-and-values/ from 李普曼

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3/9/2010

finally accessed myspace.^yesterday i was in elation after i gained&supplemented a broken archive from web near 6pm. my thx to God is saint&thick. baby’s mom still in afraid of talking money with me after see through my poor salary, coarsely let me shut up when i referred what i bought, like some tea yesterday. in the night trusted neighbor roommates help fixing my cellphone can’t access Internet via wap for months. they both reluctant to let me check their cell’s setting but browse my cellphone. after all they failed me. this morning again a brilliant sunny morning. God allows me posted recent 2 blog entries to myspace, which refute my logon for more than 3 days by ill response broken by proxy disabled by China censorship. God, i see more miracles&fruits of work through ahead. Thx for what u done on me.

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irresistible sink of China nowadays with no resistance to sin&sinister. 沉疴不治的中国

the dying China society, deepest core sin is the authority, or its back bone, Marxism vented by Russian. no cure for nowadays China, except total collapse&rebuilt into Empire under Zhu’s, the Emperor of last native Chinese nation.
PRC, to its best, is a prototype of dark power from sins among German&Russian, outdated in today’s world since the flagship product, the Russia Red’s collapse back to 1991. PRC as its best, is a cheap commodity like what it produces in these 20 years in global economy.
i, benzrad朱子卓, here assert again, i will ruling China in an Empire reset for 1109 years that comes soon. China belongs to the Son, while Chinese redemption&sacrifice to God long time is due and as the only way out of the world.

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当一颗心不再相信另一颗心,你如何让他握紧你的手,让你的图腾烙在他的手上?

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2/9/2010

dreamed of Chinese Kong Fu, or Taoism.^yesterday is busy. after work time the facing sin again stayed in office till i left before 6pm. after daily exercise, ie. rest on garden bench, jog around the front space of QRRS, rest on bed&dozed, till a neighbor guy visited. later dropped him a visit but nothing special. in dawn dreamed of a girl from working class with me join a Chinese Kong Fu class, whose tutor in fact a fake Chinese kongfu master. i left earlier, but years after when i met the girl, she told really Chinese Kong Fu means, there r real breath method, space orientation rules, etc. she reinforced quite a lot by the practice. she got the fake master’s baby but finally left the cheating person. after work up, i see God’s way no other but my way, only i gifted with the real source of mightiest&timeless&most glorious. but God offers many ways to show human the source of life&supernatural.

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bright morning after pale days.

its a brightest morning in this week. the office had to shelter sun-ray with curtains. i universally so glad to see the bright. God, my only complain is my girls’ beautiful life’s gliding with fading perfume, please let me join them sooner!

20/8/2010

imply google album’s binding with profile.^during reading got news of the new feature, binding picasaweb with google profiles. so launched since last afternoon. China surveillance broke amid twice, a sandstorm also blew lots of sand on my desk during the operation. this morning turns out a brilliant morning, i just finished operation over family google albums, even google analytics tracking code yet be saved, neither in chrome nor in firefox, likely China censorship still torn down the page elements between. God, saves my works.

19/8/2010

2 cloudy days.^yesterday mostly a pale day. read all time. dozed awhile amid heavy dirt from facing desk’s evil. near end of work time, restored os for lagging. shot some photos for flowers in QRRS dorms garden&sunset, which turns hot redden near the end of day. slept earlier after washed vest. a blister grows on center of the sole of my foot, causing pains, but disappeared this morning, which again a cloudy&windy morning. God, redemption for too proud is ready, brings back my eyes-candy sooner. in this silent pale morning, i felt even lonelier, without my beloved girls.

18/8/2010

a day in heavy dirt.^last night in pubic lavatory of the dorm, i told a new QRRS graduate that every morning i woke up with fresh hope. this morning i first time join office later than 7:30am. read most of work time. baby’s mom, emakingir, rarely logon her gmail in her summer vacation but did this morning, so i video chatted with her&our baby son. yesterday she mimic baby son’s claim how he likes toast mutton stick, and suggested arranging next dine out. then i told her my last month salary suffered a loss of half of it, only earned ¥760. the reason i got today is the company deficit of orders&total stopped streamline last month. ema didn’t complained the moment, but this time in video she quite quick sheered my suggestion to arrange dining out this week. God, Masheng, i put my Royal’s life support on u, for i will reward u ten and hundred of that amount in my Empire of China. u know what i mean, Masheng, i only receive ur meal now and year ahead, let our baby son in happy time and free of anxiousness of needs.
the facing gay all time challenged when i busy. the sin barely stick out his ugly head to gawk at me for minutes when sin torn him apart on position in front of me, in order to show his failure&loss. there is not shame in his sinful life, but death-matching profaning. God times and times let me be my own&walk my road straight, for the hell for the evil never need a second to review. the office already clearly shows a stage of sins, mainly gays. i spent a year to 20 years there to manifest the difference between me and wrecked, the untouchable glory of Son from the falling&sinking flash of the dark&lifeless on this eccentric land, thousand miles from my beloved hometown, central China. the land belongs to me, while the once and current have to descend&earthed by dusts.
after dinner, a gay again occupied the garden bench, so i roamed outside. then rest on it till dusk turns deep. a neat girl reminded me of my girl zhou, who in a moment stands in my inner sight so cute&vivid, that i had to leave outdoors to hold it dear inward. its a nice day, God, u see. this morning dreamed of 2 girls loving me. but i didn’t recognized their name on paper. met some Priests in dorm canteen, talked about my preferring more talks on bible rather than his/her own interpret, more holy revelation than preach or warn of wrong doing. the Priest didn’t elaborate it as usual. its pale in sky, but turning bright outside of my office now.

17/8/2010

family blogger blogs’ template improved.^a new work week, God sees how i cherish my timetable&right mood i was beset. read after posted daily tweet. find a nice web service, radiotime.com, to let me listening bible radio without player’s niche. customized my account there. after noon launched correcting mistakes on some family blogs on google blog platform, blogger.com, then tried its new powerful template designer, improved most family blogs there with beautiful interface. backup stuff near 4pm, then baby’s mom, emakingir arrived to send me some dates she bought, with baby son on her bike. baby son likes a beam enlighten my heart thirsty for joy&dry bright. help ema secure her qq account on road sending them to the grandma’s house, where a rich meal including fish prepared, after did that on baby&my account in office previously. after seeing out them, a tall girl reminds me of my girl zhou passed me by, informs how i m fortunate and in God’s bliss. after dinner rest on garden’s bench for a long time, wondering life with my girl zhou. a gay silently sat parallel on a bench on the other side alone the aisle. shits find way to upset people in their joy. lectured before personal cleaning, with QRRS’ new graduates. that caused me exhausted&got up this morning later than 7am. in dawn dreamed of alumni gathering&hot debate among us collegians. my 2rd elder sister also appeared in it. its a bright morning now.

16/8/2010

posted a blog including recent photos last Sunday. dreamed of exile.^late sleep till 10am. posted recent photos&a blog entry for my sorrow and missing of my baby son, who also missing me&want more outdoor plays&activities. posted recent photos&blog in office alone. the monitor joined before lunch time&left after an hour. buzzed baby’s mom lately near 4pm&found they haunting Fu-Mart&KFC. encouraged ema upon her proactive bringing baby into actions, rather than staying home&watching animation online or TV. after dinner in dorm canteen, rest in sunshine on bench in dorms garden, till shadow cover my lap. continued bathing in sunset in my dorm which on 3rd floor&facing the sunset. bought fruits after roamed outside. enjoy a banana on bench in garden, watched a group of boys and girls playing badminton in front me. God, blesses my baby son, rid him of boring or missing of absent like his dad, me. enrich him every moment with fresh idea&meaningful activities. 
after a month i will hopeful see my girls, like girl Zhou once in QRRS, and the girl i met on train returning to Qiqihar from my second hometown journey. its a bright day today, even in sunset i can see the milk clouds missing for days in mid sky.
in night roaming in dorm, reviewing my situation. baby&his mom showered when i buzzed in. i listening music till went to bed near 9:30pm. in dawn, dreamed QRRS, my once&long time employer, and campus, represented by the Zhou, a high rank in QRRS, and a tall male math teacher in my junior middle school, expressed that they want me to leave. i felt evils drove behind the scene. then my collage alumnus, a girl, told me i was narrowly chosen to stay to learn, when we studying physical and mathematical methods to describe close shape. its a bright morning, when i got up exactly 6am.

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bright sunset after a pale day.

early moon over QRRS front open space.

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silent changes, and resolution to change.

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benzrad, 朱子卓,ate toast mutton in a Korea style restaurant, shot by baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, hope of China.

baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, with his proud mom, emakingir, amid a dine out.

baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, God of Universe, fought against his proud dad, benzrd, 朱子卓’s kiss, amid a dine out.

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ema’s disaster, while family enjoy 2nd this summer’s River Nen tour.

August 2, 2010 at 10:04 am · Filed under Uncategorized

baby’s mom, emakingir, likely brewing revenge these days. several times she kept smiling but tentatively hurt me by broke her promise not to do due tasks. last Saturday, i enjoyed staying with baby son in his mom’s house. but ema’s sinful kid sister slept there for several days and will stay there for more days before her Beijing tour. no one know how wrecked the cheap soul fell, but gradually it displayed its ugly paws. after i backup&sorted stuff, and gamed awhile puzzle games with baby, i felt quite exhausted. so when ema suggested haunting River Nen, i suggested the tour next day. we discussed&scheduled at 12PM in Sunday we gathered at bus stop. but next day she said she felt we arranged it 2pm. recently quites some cases she conspired to cheat to humiliated me. times i pray God just let me see it through, now that i don’t put any constrain on her, and all my old property under title of my baby son, warrenzh, who now under her custody.
after i arrived the bus stop in Qiqihar railway station square, after 2pm without a meal in the day, i buzzed her. she said she with baby son just a few runway apart. after we almost settled in bus, she found her wallet missing. she hurried to return to road she arrived, and return to her house, but can’t find it. all time on way to River Nen she felt sad and laid her head on her crossed arms on back of baby’s seat, i know her pains but without mercy nor help. baby slept on the way, but soon after the bus ported on its destiny.
when we passing the Qiqihar Peace Square, a woman colleague with her son ran across us&acquainted us. baby’s mom took her way and left us behind some miles. i told baby the day he knows how to talk with God, the day i trust my due duty oversees his growth onto himself. i want to let him know anyone with God’s bless sound&peaceful in his/her life.
for ema loathed to play with baby in cool river, i left camera to her&launched built dam with sand for baby carrying water from river with his bottle. we had a good time, till quite some people around arrested&watched our game aside motionlessly. baby never fails me, he forever does the brightest deeds, which so brilliant in Joice and harmony. anytime when i review baby’s role of play, i always found God in him, so mighty, so clearly bright, among sinful challenges around, against dirt demons attempt to pour over. God, i know times and times u r baby son, warrenzh, we trinity forever united on this planet to shines.
this is a bright morning. I’m so glad resume to workweek. no palace can nest me except with my beloved girls that praying for me&my Royal, nowhere i can avoid my goal to rebuild China as new Empire rest in God’s shine, nowhere any hostile can separate the trinity in my family, in my grand Father, my baby son, and my own that serving them, the Majesty. 

30/7/2010

dream of Father.^last night most of QRRS dormers watching my response after some girls shown me friendship yesterday. i had to take my old seat occupied last dusk by a male dormer in its garden earlier to testify glory of Son. this dawn dreamed a less smart but gifted guy find love&sex with his woman among dubious pals. many sex woke me up for making water but half way join office directly without breakfast. let d/l&dozed again. dreamed in my hometown, lives in touching love among my old family, esp my siblings. when i tried to show my younger elder sister our old time photos online, the power down, then i informed baby son was taken by his angry mom, emakingir, left the village. my grand Father, God, Founder of new coming Empire of China lives for 1109 years, sees my pains and drains of unbalanced family life with ema, but his forever affirmative halts me from burning of missing baby son. then i woke up&sleepiness disappeared. its now bright outside. God, grows me harder against evil around, bring my new marriage i had been so hotly looking forward to. God, let me sip forever in beauty&freedom, immerse in breathtaking love&lovemaking.

29/7/2010

dreamed baby with animals.^dreamed played with baby son, sometimes in my hometown, with birds or animals. got up early&join office near 6:30am. last night buzzed baby’s mom, ema, about need her verification on my financial log, she promised but 4th times again she failed me now. its a bright morning. last dusk some beautiful girl souls in QRRS dorms shown me friendship. I’m so sole that i hardly accept them except source of life or timeless love.

28/7/2010

bright morning.^dreamed of dispute with baby’s mom, emakingir, over baby’s custody. got up just after 6am. breakfast then join office, where i m the first arrived. its a bright morning. reviewing baby’s mom, emakingir’s hatred against me&felt despicable&agonized. she steadily fell in losing&revenge. after all she&her family original in dark&sinful. God, i don’t self-protect against anyone, no matter innocent nor guilt. brings me my usual lightening heart, my Dad, Masheng, safeguard my baby son.
gain in invisible war.^read&attending gaining from web. the 2 office gays challenged all time&attempted lasting after work time. dined in canteen before 5:30pm. roamed in dorm room&sometimes clapped to applaud. the neighbor sin beat the paper wall in aim to exert terror. i soon haunted outside, rest on the garden bench to evade dirt in dorm. 3 ugly men there played badminton&gabbled. these 2 days the sky very clear, so attracted lots of kites fly high. missing my girls in peace, in solitary, for i waited so long for our gathering. bought more melons on way back. God, u know how i enjoy life online, aiming future gaming together. God, brings my girls in our prime time.

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